I've done drugs at these kinda places and made friends at the time but it never amounts to anything beyond just good feelings at the time. I've been high as shit on MDMA and had good chats and I honestly look back on them fondly but they're just temporary things. Even when you add people on IG the next day you don't remember them or don't care.

Do you have any advice on how to lock in for studying or finishing projects? I have tried add blockers, hiding my phone, doing stuff last minute but I get an insane sense of dread and desire to just smoke a cigarette and just fills my brain with the feeling that I'm a huge faliure