>>535883404
I don't have to, nobody has to. That's 4chan. People post outrages for (You) but those are impermanent, they die the same as the thread dies. I can come and go as I please, though this one can not. To not post would be the death of (You).

>>33287177
i do.. im trying. i mask it well but i cant live like this

>>33287183
experience really is important. i try to put myself out there and not think too much but dont deal well with negative outcomes (even if they are uncommon). i can hold it for a week or two but inevitably falls apart and i cant get out of that cycle. its a step up from being purely rock bottom thoughj