>>33853970
>jerk off but not to porn
not sure exactly what you were meant here, but yeah I jerk off, just without any kind of porn
>The truth is that there is no answer here, other than one hasn’t come along yet
I hope this is the answer, but considering the sheer volume of women I've talked to, it makes me think there's something else going on...
>Also the throwaway line of “bpd girls using me for attention” is suspicious. I’ve known guys who say stuff like that and it’s incredibly obvious as to why they’re not getting laid. And if you have to ask why…
I agree with you, I think this might be a clue. Can you elaborate on what you were thinking here?
I feel like usually when guys say stuff like this, the issue is that they act openly onions and let women walk all over them, and that behavior attracts attention whores. But I don't think I act like that
my (schizo) worry is that I'm somehow just a beta fag at my core, and that no amount of developing my confidence or charisma or whatever will change that fact, and that women will detect my beta fag energy and be turned off by it
and this isn't even about being a khhv or whatever. Being a virgin isn't something I'm insecure about. And I've known other khhv guys, and while they might be socially awkward, they still have this "thing", this masculine energy (I sound like a spiritualfag lol) that women are attracted to
I don't know man, what do you think?

>>33854043
>Gee anon, it's a mystery
hoes love anime, get with the times unc

>>33854574
>Have you tried being racist?
I'm medium racist, but not full on chud

>asl
20s/M/US West
>personality
standard issue sensitive young man. I'm weird, but I can pass as a normie when I need to
I'm not a chud or an incel, but my sense of humor would get me in trouble with normies
I am a khhv, but it isn't something that I'm insecure or weird about
I care a lot about romance and connection and all that sappy stuff. I have zero interest in casual sex
>hobbies
my main hobbies are music (guitar and piano, mostly) and drawing, though I'm not good at either (yet!). I also study Japanese, do programming, and lift weights
>music
I like 2000s alternative rock, so post-hardcore, emo, pop-punk, metalcore, nu-metal, post-grunge, buttrock.. Basically anything that you would hear in a 2000s AMV lol. I also love post-rock, j-rock, ambient, and soundtracks
>anime
I'm a weeb. I like most of the stuff that /a/ likes, but two of my less conventional favorites are 5cm per second and genshiken
>physical
I'm (pale) white with brown hair and green eyes, average height, and I have an athletic build
the rate threads say I'm a 6.5/10, facially
>looking for
something long-term with a kind and cool woman (female) that's into the same stuff I'm into
personality-wise, I like a woman that is thoughtful, calm, and a bit aloof. And also in that sweet spot between normie and complete imageboard schizo
Physically, I like nerdy looking women. I also have a soft spot for emo fashion, because I like a lot of the music from that scene. The only thing I can say I'm definitely not attracted to is obesity
I tend to get along best with women that are older than me. I'm not a coomer with a fetish (I don't even watch porn), I just find that I have more in common with zillenials and millenials
long distance is okay as long as you actually want to meet up at some point
>not looking for
casual/hookups, legitimate racists (edgy jokes are fine, even appreciated), trans, highly political or religious, normies, offended by edgy humor
>contact
wheneverystarfall