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>A good conversation starter, learning new things!

>Oh lord, I fucked up the post! It was meant to say: "So it is something general where you feel like you are being a burden when you are not of direct use yourself?"
Yes pretty much, I feel worthless and unworthy if I'm not working in service to someone.
I hate being and feeling like a burden, my circumstances make it sting even more now.

>If that is the case then a good thing to keep in mind is to not try too hard to protect people from you, if that makes sense
I'll try to.
It's really hard for me put myself in a situation where I could inconvenience them.

>Don't preemptively assume people have something better to do than lend you a hand, is what I mean
Oh okay, I suppose that's a small adjustment I can make.

Thank you for all the responses, it is very much appreciated.