>>518760855
It's nearly over. You only have 2 1/2 months left to An Hero in 2025.

When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
'Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven with the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Timbs and black hoodies
God'll probably have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin' my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies, loungin' in paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wish she got a fuckin' abortion
She don't even love me like she did when I was younger
Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin' hunger
I wonder; if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
My baby mother's eight months, her little sister's two
Who's to blame for both of them?
I swear to God I want to just slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit
And squeeze until the bed's completely red
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuckin' Buddha head
The stress is buildin' up, I can't—I can't believe
Suicide's on my fuckin' mind, I wanna leave
I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin' callin' me
But nah, you wouldn't understand
Nigga, talk to me please, man!
You see, it's kinda like the crack did to Pookie in New Jack
Except when I cross over, there ain't no comin' back
Should I die on the train track like Ramo in Beat Street?
People at the funeral frontin' like they miss me
My baby mama kiss me, but she glad I'm gone
She know me and her sister had somethin' goin' on
I reach my peak, I can't speak
Call my nigga Chic, tell him that my will is weak
I'm sick of niggas lyin'
I'm sick of bitches hawkin'
Matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'

Currently a high school senior:
>Sleep schedule absolutely fucked since sophomore year
>Piss poor time management and chronic procrastination due to burnout and shit
>Porn addicted since 12, have to jerk off at least once everyday for god knows how many years

I somehow still manage to have decent ECs and grades and will probably do very well on the SAT, so it is kinda likely I'm going to a college that is at least of decent prestige. I want to start prepping now so I don't get raped in college as I have to be fully independent and shit. I'm gonna straight up admit that I still lack discipline and shit. Any advice?

I tipped Maki $200 on her OF birthday post and she didn't even bother to like the DM attached to it.

>>510469729
>you will never get head from a blonde qt 3.14 in the White House

>>81752256
at least you get invited to people houses...meanwhile i'm a friendless loser here in this extroverted hellhole.
gaming sucks so much as well. no gaming population so no company wants to risk oce/au servers

>>33303131
I can barely fucking do LeetCode mediums. I'm one of those GPT-brained idlers.

I stopped being able to rightfully claim my "genius" card despite early mathematical prowess (like knowing what imaginary numbers, the Fibonacci sequence, and Eulerian paths were in 2nd grade), as well as some specific art talent I won't powerlevel too much on.

Like, what kinda """""genius""""" gets sent to sped middle school that "improved my behavior" by literally putting me on the laptop to play coolmath games all day instead of doing actual coursework, for spazzing out in the main office, and needing 5 women (including the Vice Principal) to pin me down for chimping out?

(Huh, maybe THAT'S where the kink stuff comes from.)

>>33303134
Surely the US could use one less of those, I reckon?