>>40717158
Thank you for your insight, anon. In that state, there was no personal will to make any decisions. However, the experience was not one of bliss, but of complete emptiness and utter neutrality. My false ego savours every second of being brought back to enjoy the delicious experience of life. I don't know if I have the strength in this lifetime to walk into the execution chamber again, although the experience was entirely unexpected and spontaneous. In fact, it occurred when I was heavily drunk.