>>82304315
nothing feels like it matters anymore, sorrow and grief are the only things i feel 95% of the time, and i think im getting really close to the point where im going to kill myself soon unless i manage to survive until someone gives me meds or puts me in a ward

>>81643916
i feel the same anon. i try to tell to myself that the thoughts are not me, but rather some other entity in my brain. besides, actions are more important than thoughts. if you still act with kindness towards others even though you have awful thoughts then you're not a bad person