>>213419508
Start smoking weed. I've used weed to quit heroin, meth, and booze. It's called "marijuana maintenance", and it'll get you through early sobriety without becoming another crippling addiction. Even if you are one of the 9% who becomes addicted to weed, it's like night and day in terms of being destructive to your body and life compared to whatever you're trying to kick.
If you're a true blackout drunkard alcohol should terrify you. I've come to in jail, in the ER, in puddles of puke, with shit in my pants, you name it. I don't want to wake up and find out I killed someone drunk driving in a blackout. I don't want to burn my house down smoking in bed. ANYTHING can happen in a blackout. People go to prison over shit they don't recall doing all the time.
If you can get that fear into you like I have, you can stay away from the bottle. But I was a severe case. You may not be so bad off with your habit.