>spend the last few weeks self improving
>eating well, working out, getting lots of sunlight, smashing through my university assessments
>feeling pretty good compared to usual
>combing hair and reminded that im slowly balding
>norwood 1 for now, but the norwood reaper always comes to collect
>remember that im 21 and have no friends
>check childhood friends fb page and she's graduated uni with honours and is interning at some lawyer firm, even prettier than when i last saw her
>lose all interest in improving and deliberately jackoff to filthy porn to self-sabotage
>unable to justify trying when im already so far behind
>give up

Yeah, I think I'm gonna spend the next few months gooning and binging on fast food and then ACK.

>>82437015
>while they wonder why does nobody find no-tits women attractive
This is me. I love small breasts so much, I'm not even being some performative feminist, I'm an 18 y/o chud incel but small breasts are so feminine and hot while big ones are beastly and repulsive. As long as she's petite of course.

>>82434618
>I got ghosted some months ago because she sent me nudes
Fuck you nigger, why would you force an 18 year old religious girl to send you nudes. I hope God torments you into hell. It's not fair, it should've been me, not you. Why does God curse me this way, I hate it all

I'm scared of other people, scared of social situations, scared of women, hate conflict.

I don't understand how there are people who are also human but have zero inhibition or fear and are like soldiers or police officers who are fine interacting with hardened criminals and love fights and can aggressively hit on women

>have Software Engineering degree from Western Governors University

How do I fix this?

>be man living with woman
>thirsty
>go get some water
>no longer thirsty
>problem solved :)

>be woman living with man
>thirsty
>do nothing, say nothing
>hours pass, it's 7 PM now and you're still thirsty
>get really mad at man for not bringing you water
>he tries to gaslight by saying he didn't know you were thirsty
>tell him you know that's bullshit because you watched him get water for himself which means he has thought about water at least once without stopping to think about whether or not you wanted any
>explain that the fact that he never bothered to ask if you were thirsty basically demonstrates that he doesn't really care about you
>provide other examples of times he displayed his disdain for you like when he forgot your dog's birthday or didn't say anything about your new haircut or forgot to send you a good morning text a couple times last year
>ask him if he even loves you at all anymore
>he gets mad at you for seemingly inexplicable reasons (men are weird like that)
>leaves the house for a while and doesn't answer the phone even after you called 47 times in a row
>move out and tell all your friends he's an abusive piece of shit who tried to kill you via dehydration
all women, why are you like this? please explain yourselves.