>>33482496
I really don't think it's the vidya or music
It's something in the brain that makes us want to be the best at something, but it's going too far and is now detrimental to our mind and goals.
I don't know what you're talking about "car" or "looksmaxxing"

Maybe it's a human communication problem, might be for OP, but it seems his lashing out on people in games is more about his anger and ego rather than his communication skills.

video game relationship goals <3