is college worth it? seems expensive

You need to kill Zelensky

Yes but sometimes I spend more time fighting with shitty videos than reading the book.
I'd be looking for dark academia or melancholic piano and the videos all have sound effects (rain, wind...) and reverb. They also can't keep the same tone at all thoughout the playlist, and the only songs fitting the title of the video are at the very beginning. They also use the same ones again and again; and also keep using classical pieces that require way too much attention.

Helder, Ophelia Wild and MAYBE Pianza (Errm, edit!: fuck this guy actually, keeps using the same songs of every single fucking vide-fucking-o) are the least bad of these channels but I still want to skin them alive. Also protip if you're looking for actual "dark" academia look up "really dark academia" then skip the playlist with loud asf sound effects.

When I find the right music I read all thoughout the day; it's the only way I can stay focused.

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First cup was at like 19 or 20 and it made my brain extremely weird, like I was more emotionless and unable to think properly, or maybe it's just that there weren't so many thoughts going on at once, idk.
Then I continued and discovered that the only thing it really does is make me sleepy and anxious, making it impossible to actually sleep.
Anyways, as an ADHD zoomer I have no other options but to suck it up