Just making this post because too many turbovirgins act like relationships will fix their lives.
They don't.

>struggle with mental health problems throughout childhood
>decide don't give a fuck about it in early teens and just deal with being a teenager
>date girl for three years in high school
>listen to a lot of the same music, love horror movies and watch them together, get along great with her family, but after three years she decides she "needs a break"
>This coincides with the slow and quiet buildup of suicidal depression
>After a month tell her that this "break" seems to be permanent and if she can't make up her mind about what she wants it might as well be
>Hide a suicide note in the back of my top dresser drawer and take a bunch of pills
>have out of body experience but don't die, vomit everything up and pass out on bathroom floor
>Get pissed when she makes a post online about how she's dating a friend now and talked to me about it and how I was cool with it.
>that post was the first I'd even heard of it.
>doesn't take long before I stop talking to her at all
>this damages my friendships because my friends are cunts
>go to college, date two girls for three months each who are both hot but insane, one keeps breaking up with and getting back together with me because of her drama obsessed friend and the other gets mad when she breaks up with me and I don't fight to get her back
>bitch i asked if there was anything I could do to change your mind, you said no, i respected your decision. Life isn't a fucking movie.
>don't date for a few years, drop out of college to work
>eventually date a friend who has ptsd from her psychologically abusive ex, relationship ends up in state of limbo so she can get help for that, hardly hear from her for the next few years while not knowing if we're still supposed to be dating or what