My whole life I've felt guilty for existing. As an adult I am told I'm selfish and cold. I also have a hard time saying no politely. It's the worst of both worlds: I never fight for myself because I feel guilty, but I'm also difficult to talk to so I rarely make friends.

I have terrible memory, and I feel like I need to put extra effort into awareness of my surroundings in order to not make a mistake. I always make plans but i can't handle the slightest difference in schedule and if a plan doesn't work, I usually mess up somewhere.

Does everyone need to put so much effort into being careful, or am I actually retarded?

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>Own 2018 Audi S6
>think it’s a boat at 4,400 lbs
>sports coupe is two grown ass men heavier

wtf is happening.