Need advice from both the guys and girls in this thread
>been thinking about reaching out to my ex for a while
>but I haven't actually done it
>don't want to get back together with her
>just want to talk about some things
>have had a message typed out and ready to send since December or January
>literally just need to hit send
>but I haven't
>have been mulling it over a little since then
>but it's like a every few months or so thought
>fast forward a few weeks ago
>have a dream about it
>it's ok and we're just talking and it seems to go well
>dream turns bad because we start kissing
>I don't want to get back together with her or even kiss her
>not sure why my subconscious threw this at me
Now it's bothering me more. I'm frustrated at my self for that dream, but also thinking I should reach out because maybe I'll finally feel better about everything and she can stop popping up so god damn much? I can finally get some answers? Am I retarded?
