am i defective as a man if i have no sex drive

whats the longest you have gone without leaving your bed (besides for bathroom)? i spent 3 or 4 weeks almost bedridden after a bad mental spiral where i did nothing but sleep and listen to random youtube videos on autoplay

>>81890420
>why are you doing this
>you know it doesnt matter
>nothing you do will change anything
>god youre incompetent
>nobody needs you, nobody wants you, nobody will ever love you
>you do realize what a burden you are, right?
>you always do everything wrong.
>you dont deserve good things
>why do you get out of bed?
>i feel so heavy.
>its so hard to focus these days.
>why is my memory so bad? i cant remember things like i used to.
>i miss enjoying things.
>you cant go on like this.
>why are you even bothering eating anymore? all you do is poke at it, anyways.
>maybe some alcohol will fill the void for a bit

>>81766776
>"one day, im gonna grow wings"
"death or freedom?"
do you remember where the interaction was from? sounds like its from smth interesting
>i wonder if the reason why angels are depicted with wings, is because they are dead.
thats a good theory, it matches with how people depict deceased children with wings alot
>i hope you'll stay here with us for a bit more time though anon.
i probably have a few winters left, i dont want to live to 30 tho, so no more than 9

>>81585662
>your father understood the power of JBW even without knowing the BP
LOL