I feel like Rei is my alter identity now. I feel completely alienated from everyone, unable to connect. I'm not adept at living and just go to work and then to bed. She is literally me (not in a tranny or sexual way).

>>81837948
I was a grade A student until highschool. Trained a sport because my parents forced me and was pretty mediocre. I recently finished college. Don't care for any of it. Just kept my head down and did what I was told so I would be left alone. I have no interest in anything to achieve and never have. I just never wanted to be here.
>>81837964
I'll never be content with a life I never asked for. It's like somone puches you in the stomach and you're supposed to say thanks for not choosing my balls.