>>149665553
Same, the inertia and trajectory i had before moving out and having to work full time killed my ability to see my own projects to fruition. if my younger self could see the current me he'd probably be disgusted that I kowtow to non-creatives. I used to have all these big ideas about money being meaningless and that if I continued to doodle, draw, and make animations my dreams would come true. Dreams are figments, you're looking at the goal before you've even laid the foundation. that's when your entire family bursts into your room tells you you're 18 and if you're not pursuing a degree it's time to move out. They were right for the most part.