>>515719745
It’s ok anon. I wasted 20 years of my life busting my ass in college and working hard.
Try to find balance in life (working out, family, income, etc.)
Starting your own business will get you out of your funk IMO, because there are instant rewards/punishments to your brain for success/failure. Do something that requires no/little capital, like washer + dryer rentals or pressure washing or whatever.