i went to a anime-con yesterday, mainly cause of my friends
+ it was halloween so eh
it was fun and all - but a thought occured to me
these people meet up - prepare - make costumes and go to these things with so much ecstasy in their soul
they love it and feel every second of it
I dont know if im even capable of something like that. There was a concert too - and i didnt feel anything
maybe I dont have a soul.

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