I am definitely a better person when I stick to my magical routine, if I ever away I start to turn into my fucking gremlin arsehole personality


It’s frustrating because I am going through a night time of the soul rn, and I am frustrated that I am too weak to pull myself out of it.

Loving divinity could not be tyrannical and hence must respect the free choice of beings of lesser stature. Love cannot have omnipotence over the free will of others who may choose not to love. Therefore a loving divinity could not ipso facto be omnipotent in an immediate sense, but only in a very long-term one.

That is the beginning of the answer.

Michael is a fraud.

I predict... civil unrest.

https://youtu.be/fIrpLBShe1A

>>508301890
Heaven and Hell are real.

>>40579192
>What are the spokes of the Wheel?

>For ages the etada grew and shaped and destroyed each other and destroyed each other's creations. Some were like Lorkhan and discovered the void outside of the Aurbis, though if some saw the Tower I do not know, but I know that, if they did, none held it in such high esteem. In any case, some of those that did see the void created its like inside the Aurbis, but each of these smaller voids sought each other out. Void shall follow void; the etada called it Oblivion. What was left of the Aurbis was solid change, otherwise known as magic. The etada called this Aetherius.

>Now Lorkhan had by at this point seen everything there was to see, and could accept none of it. Here were the etada with their magic and their voids and everything in between and he yearned for the return to flux but at the same time he could not bear to lose his identity. He did not know what he wanted, but he knew how to build it. Through trickery ("We have made the Aurbis unstable with the voids") and wisdom ("We are of two minds and so should make a perfect gem of compromise") and force ("Do what I say, rude spirit"), he bound some of the strongest etada to create the World.

>The spokes of the Wheel are the eight gifts of the Aedra, sons and daughters of Aetherius. The voids between each spoke number sixteen, and their masters are the sons and daughters of Oblivion. The center of the Wheel was another circle, the hub, which held everything together. The etada called this Mundus.

>What is the hub of the Wheel?

>We are the hub, the Mundus that goes by many names. We are the heart of all creation. What does this mean? Why should we care? Lorkhan created it so that we could find what he did. In fact, and here is the secret: the hub is the reflection of its creators, the circle within the circle, only the border to ours is so much easier to see. Stand in its flux and remain whole of mind. Look at it sideways and see the "I".

>This is the Tower.