I hate one sister in particular. She's trying to get in my fucking head 24/7. I want this bitch GONE. I'll blow my brains out if she doesn't stop fucking with me, our brother, our other sister, and our mom.

>>82245364
>can't you get a softair one or do you guys not have that there?
I think I can. But I want the recoil. The smell of gunpowder and the muzzle flash. I want to see chunks come off of the target again.

>was it after childhood/teen or during that too?
First time I threatened to kill myself was at 6, so I really, honestly don't think I ever was okay.

It'll be alright. I'm just going to redirect that energy into beating world elites to death with a hammer and doing a suicide by cop

>>82097267
well the existance of the avg man is just embarassment and humilation, pain and torture relentlessly for all of time anyway so these results are apt
>get your dick mutilated and cut in half at birth, traumatizing you as a baby but teehee you're too young to remember! maybe because you were traumatized as your dick was shaved off?
>probably grow up in a shitty enviroment like thread related
>be deprived of emotions, intimacy etc for basically all your life unless you buy into a humiliation ritual that will drain you of self-worth and money
>when you get to a certain age you have to get a molested up your anus, some of you guys like that so whatever

>>81914577
I got a couple

1) My son needs a dad because his mom is a bitch (entirely my fault, I know)

2) An indescribably white hot hatred for the Jews (if I an hero they win)

3) Fear of Hell