>>76571900
It has been ridiculous. And horribly cruel.

My girlfriend of 4 years broke up with me two months ago, I was over her I thought.

I held a 3 day long sleepover grill party at my place and invited her because she's been nothing but nice since the breakup. After a short back and forth she moved on me, we cried a little while getting physically intimate, then we made love for hours in the bedroom while I left the other guests hanging. I kid you not she was kissing my privates for 30 minutes afterwards, it just wouldn't end, it was ridiculous. Mind you at this point neither of us has had sex for two months.

Anyway as time went on we shared many intimate moments, we went back to acting how we used to when we were together. She clearly still loves me. AND YET she also made it very clear that she doesn't want to get back together with me.

We hugged giggling so many times. We cooked food together. We were kissing in the rain and she smiled at me with glowing eyes when we finished. At one point we snuck into a shed in the back of the yard and made love in a tiny 40cm by 60cm spot next to saws and cauldrons and a lawnmower. She told me how kind and cute and handsome and lovely I am. She told me she loved me. And then she told me she still doesn't want to get back together.


Before she departed I broke down and cried like a bitch for a whole hour in front of the other guests. We agreed to meet for sex next Saturday in a hotel - we also agreed that it would be the last time we ever met each other. My heart is broken in two. No regrets.

>>60819101
Part of the fun mate. Investing isn't about making money, it's a motivation for adults to follow and stay connected with world events and generally gather wisdom.

>>528401607
>Twenty years of getting your ego fluffed and leading to horrid OOG drivel only proves the importance of the whole.
To be frank I can't blame him on that, it takes a will of fucking iron to not let fame go to your head, we see kind hearted, humble, gentle souls turn into absolute narcissistic dickhead the moment or soon after they became famous all the time.
And you know, I don't have the galls to compare myself to great artists but to an extent it's something that happened to me, when I started practicing drawings, I was constantly showered in praise, there wasn't one soul to tell me "This isn't as good as you think it is", and very quickly I started to see myself as a genius in the making. It only took half a decade later when I started to interact with strangers and people who had the common sense to tell me the naked truth for me to finally get off my horse. Those moments felt incredibly humiliating, it was as if my pride itself was being stabbed in the dick, but looking back I'm also glad it happened because I need that lesson in humility.
What I'm trying to say is: There is always the need for someone who have the balls to say "nah this shit's retarded".

>>528401917
Aight, sorry for the confusion, I think I'm going to head to bed soon my head is spinning and I can see my retardation in my own replies, I'm forgetting to write things or word and write them very poorly.