>born to wealth and fame
>supergenius
>stable and loving family and friends
>outstanding beauty
>fulfilling life of adventure and excitement
It's a complicated emotion to feel hatred towards her for living such a perfect little life and also wanting her to fall in love with me despite knowing having these thoughts basically disqualify me, if I ever had a shot (I did not since I'm not exceptional in any way even in real world metrics).
Anyone else?