i start to get antsy after no nicotine, should i go to the store and buy some nicotine guys?

>INTP
>iunno
>irregular sleep schedule
>flowers
>im sort of a comic relief kinda guy
>ESTP

am i fucked if i'm a 26 NEET that has never had a job?
Like...i'm fucked right?
or is there a possibility for me redeeming myself. I mean
I aint giving up or anything, but i'm gonna be a balding 27 year old (ALMOST FUCKING 30) when i start Uni
i dont have a degree so...fuck man it's over

I am so enlightened that i can't enjoy life anymore because i know it is just a dream inside of my mind. Everything in reality is just made out of dream qualia and it's not real. When i die i go back into the void where i can create an infinite amount of other dreamworlds and therefore i want to end my life because i realize that i have to endure a long life of suffering here and it's just not worth it
wish i could speed up time until im 96 years old lying on a bed in a hospital and dying. I mean that would be so awesome i would finally cease to live in this earthly existance please god take me away now i dont wanna live for another second

any femanons wanna be my bootycall for about 2 weeks? I am in dire need of pussy
i need to put my cock into each and every hole of yours
right now
and im a loverboy so you would love me essentially, that's the deal

About myself
>autistic
>short
>highly intellectual
>mog everyone

yeah. soo uh
give me a call
(bootycall)

how do you anons deal with boredom
have you reached the point where you find nothing enjoyable anymore (anhedonia / depression) or are you having the time of your life buddy