>>33381089
Why did she leave you anyway? If she was so perfect, then she would've accepted you as you are and loved you back, no? I think your brain is playing tricks on you brother. I've been there, so I know what it's like. But she most definitely was not your soulmate if she ended up leaving you.
Godspeed on making yourself a Tulpa though, I haven't tried it but here's a link to the Tulpanomicon. If you end up doing it, I sincerely hope it works out for you.
https://tulpanomicon.guide/tulpanomicon.pdf
