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Man, World Match is okay in bursts but even with the Crossworlds it's starting to get dull. I really wish festivals weren't the only time when online has some variety.

My dad always tried to get me into hobbies but never actually participated in those hobbies with me. He just bought me shit and expected me to figure it out myself and like it, then acted disappointing when I didn't enjoy it which made me feel guilty and like he didn't want anything to do with me which was probably true. He bought me one of those gasoline RC helicopters but never taught me how to fly, I just watched him fly it a few times until he crashed one time and broke it. He told me stories of how much fun he and a friend of his had it with paintballing, but he never let took me paintballing or let me shoot one. He worked as an engineer for the airforce, so it wasn't like he didn't have money to take me places and do stuff with me, I can only recall once how he let me come into work with him and look at the jets despite how much he knew I liked planes and military stuff as a kid.
When I was 19 he told me he'd pay half for a scuba certificate since they were holding a course in his town, I took it then he didn't say anything more about it until years later when he told me he could pay half for a full set of scuba gear. Since my dad also had gone scuba diving a lot before I thought that this was finally something we could do together as father and son, but he had quit years ago and every time I hinted at or asked him about it he just dismissed it saying "nah I sold all my equipment years ago" or "I haven't done it in so long" "I don't have time" etc. I even told him I haven't found anyone else to go scuba diving with either but he didn't seem to care.
The equipment we bought have been stuffed away in my closet for nearly 10 years now


Thanks for reading my blog

>approaching the finish line in 1st with no items
I should've known better...

>gotten maru
>now i want Seiun
>xoguri and bourbon are must picks

Life is suffering.