>>76557401
4chan is a demoralization psyop.
/fit/
>why lift if it's all about the face it's over
/biz/
>28 and nw only $650k should i kms?
/pol/
>the jews won
everyone needs to get off 4chan and unironically touch grass because filling your head with the poison spewed on here will do you far more harm than good. in fact, this might be my last time here. Accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Goodbye.

hey fags, i'm gonna try to keep it as short as possible
> be me, 23
> gay panic at 11
> always had a thing for dicks, get boner in boy's locker room - when nothing helps, go back to watching gay porn, feel terrible afterwards
> had sex with women four times - no feels, could never look her in the eye, never came, le vagina le meh
> fast forward 'till im 22
> never had a relationship, only one night stands where I ghosted her afterwards because I felt so ashamed that I didn't like it
> kiss a dude some night when i'm drunk and feel safe
> worldview shattered
> wtf_this_is_amazing.png
> get feels like never before
> make out with more men in the span of three months than in the 22 years before
> women make me feel nothing anymore
> only want to be with men now
what am I? bi? is this a bi cycle? can I call myself gay? I'm objectively not a 'gold star gay' and I've been involved in the gay scene as an 'ally' since I was 15 - I rly don't wanna hurt or upset the ppl that have always accepted me the most...
I feel so confused... it's like - everything I ever though I knew about myself is wrong... I could possibly get a bf very soon, but - I still feel so bad about it, like I can hear other ppl talking badly about us behind my back.
Am I just confused? Have I messed with my sexuality and identity too much? Did this happen to anyone else?

What are the psychological reasons behind a momcest fetish?

I have never been able to fit in. I tried in school, highschool etc and it never worked. At some point I chose to travel the world backpacking and I could never be completely accepted.

It doesn't feel genuine, it seems performative. What can I do? I don't think I'm capable of fitting in

/x/ I'd like your input on something. How do we reconcile the spiritual information we pull from Kabbalah with the evil of the Jews?
Jewish mysticism has done good for those willing to discover its meanings as, when layered with other spiritual beliefs, you can see that the rabbis have really tuned into some secrets of the universe. It's no surprise or wonder that they would have wanted to kept that information secret from those unworthy.
Yet how do we reconcile the beauty of understandings of the universe with the vile nature of the modern Jew? To have the six rayed star branded upon images of corrupt ELites that desire death and destruction as a representation of their vileness while also praising that same six rayed star in occult studies, magicks, and rituals, is a tricky line to walk.
Jews occupy and are destroying the West, meanwhile their Saturnian hands are all over our understandings of magicks. I feel they are the evil corrupting force that good must rise to meet, and that both Jew and Gentile can use these forces to enact the changes we desire to see in the world. However, Jews intentionally seem to desire suffering of others to promote their own as opposed to taking a more neutral path to benefit. What do you all think?

>>40337077
tell me more about that... are there any other specific details that come to mind? maybe some memories or emotions you had as a child?

>>509764083
How many times a day do you think of black phalluses Timmy...it's okay this is a safe space.

Can you explain therapy to me? I have prejudices and see it a degraded and perverted Christian confession but deprived of sin and without absolution so you will never heal (?)

>>40129828
How does that make you feel?

>go outside to touch grass
>70 gorillion trannies fags and fatfucks all waving gay signs and smells like piss
Never again.

>>507255747
listen anon.
the reason some of you despise internet influencer work and call it grifting is because it makes you aware of your own either lack of talent or maybe unrealized talent but the bottom line is you feel shame for being less popular, having achieved less in your life financially and generally having a lower sexual market value which then turns into senseless anger directed at the successful achiever as a form of denial and coping mechanism by convincing yourself the successful person is somehow bad or a homosexual to elevate your own sexuality above him