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Watching first person view footage of people butter basting steaks makes me irrationally angry
I know it makes the meat taste better, but I just hate seeing people do it
Mommy told me I was relatively normal and enjoyed watching wrestling on TV before she gave me unlimited access to internet and a computer five years ago for my 30th birthday. I told her I thought she was relatively normal until I found out the "friends" she brought home every night werent actually friends and her moaning and screaming didnt mean they were hurting her. Now I remember how there was this black guy who'd come over almost every evening nights ago and mom told me it's my dad but he doesnt like kids so I had to stay in my room. I got to watch WWE so I was ok with it but later I realized he wasnt my father because he was black and I'm not. Moreover I realized it wasnt just one guy but a different man every night but I didnt realize because they all looked the same. I thought he/them was especially abusive because mommy always screamed louder than ever but it turns out mommy was enjoying him. I felt good too... my peepee got hard and some times something weird came out of it. I tasted it and it was ok but when I went to mom and asked her to help me so it would come out again she threw up on me. I told her I've seen what grown ups do and women take penis and the weird stuff in their mouth all the time so what's the issue. She just cries and couldnt answer. Hypocrite whore. Anyway I get to watch all the wrestling I want now so it's cool and the product is better than ever AND the owners make nice money from the saudi deals so what's the issue???
>>215147748
>meme therapy
>>41035880
Ah then I agree.
What I noticed is that everyone overhype the "active" aspect of humans, of which masculinity is the prime example. If you are passive (or feminine) then you are doing it performatively, or you are supressing something. In other words, you are not living life in its full potential if you are a feminine male.
Personally, I agree with prof. Kagan.
https://youtu.be/AGXYeV2v5fU
Being alive is about experiencing stuff. A masculine man acts just as a computer is programmed to act. If he suppressed his emotions, forced himself to conform to a standard, then he less of a human being (and because of that, less of a man, and because of that less of an active agent) than any of the feminine people around him.
The truth is that what is emotional is perceived as unreliable because (supposedly) irrational, and everyone want reliable bugmen useful for their purposes.
Last but not least, being the active being makes you in control of your actions (and of your being in the broad sense). Which, again, is not really what bugmen do, since they are very much predictable. But at least they cope by claiming to have the aforementioned control.
>>41035953
Nah, your genetics does eventually determine how much effort you need to put into learning something. The majority of people just stop bothering and go with the flow (a man will "naturally" gravitate towards porn, a woman will "naturally" gravitate toward smut).
>>41035890
>women's normal position in society is a consequence of nature
Women's "normal" position is society is caused by the violence of men, anon.
If men would transcend this violent nature and become civilized, then women would be free to stop being the punching bags of men, and, at last, be able to self-express (hopefully, on par with their male counterparts).
The goal of civilization is to achieve the light of reason that is beyond the chaos of natural instincts.
>>76557401
4chan is a demoralization psyop.
/fit/
>why lift if it's all about the face it's over
/biz/
>28 and nw only $650k should i kms?
/pol/
>the jews won
everyone needs to get off 4chan and unironically touch grass because filling your head with the poison spewed on here will do you far more harm than good. in fact, this might be my last time here. Accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Goodbye.
gay or bi?
hey fags, i'm gonna try to keep it as short as possible
> be me, 23
> gay panic at 11
> always had a thing for dicks, get boner in boy's locker room - when nothing helps, go back to watching gay porn, feel terrible afterwards
> had sex with women four times - no feels, could never look her in the eye, never came, le vagina le meh
> fast forward 'till im 22
> never had a relationship, only one night stands where I ghosted her afterwards because I felt so ashamed that I didn't like it
> kiss a dude some night when i'm drunk and feel safe
> worldview shattered
> wtf_this_is_amazing.png
> get feels like never before
> make out with more men in the span of three months than in the 22 years before
> women make me feel nothing anymore
> only want to be with men now
what am I? bi? is this a bi cycle? can I call myself gay? I'm objectively not a 'gold star gay' and I've been involved in the gay scene as an 'ally' since I was 15 - I rly don't wanna hurt or upset the ppl that have always accepted me the most...
I feel so confused... it's like - everything I ever though I knew about myself is wrong... I could possibly get a bf very soon, but - I still feel so bad about it, like I can hear other ppl talking badly about us behind my back.
Am I just confused? Have I messed with my sexuality and identity too much? Did this happen to anyone else?
Momcest
What are the psychological reasons behind a momcest fetish?
How can I cope with being a misfit?
I have never been able to fit in. I tried in school, highschool etc and it never worked. At some point I chose to travel the world backpacking and I could never be completely accepted.

It doesn't feel genuine, it seems performative. What can I do? I don't think I'm capable of fitting in
Reconciling Kabbalah and Jews
/x/ I'd like your input on something. How do we reconcile the spiritual information we pull from Kabbalah with the evil of the Jews?
Jewish mysticism has done good for those willing to discover its meanings as, when layered with other spiritual beliefs, you can see that the rabbis have really tuned into some secrets of the universe. It's no surprise or wonder that they would have wanted to kept that information secret from those unworthy.
Yet how do we reconcile the beauty of understandings of the universe with the vile nature of the modern Jew? To have the six rayed star branded upon images of corrupt ELites that desire death and destruction as a representation of their vileness while also praising that same six rayed star in occult studies, magicks, and rituals, is a tricky line to walk.
Jews occupy and are destroying the West, meanwhile their Saturnian hands are all over our understandings of magicks. I feel they are the evil corrupting force that good must rise to meet, and that both Jew and Gentile can use these forces to enact the changes we desire to see in the world. However, Jews intentionally seem to desire suffering of others to promote their own as opposed to taking a more neutral path to benefit. What do you all think?
>>40337077
tell me more about that... are there any other specific details that come to mind? maybe some memories or emotions you had as a child?
>>509764083
How many times a day do you think of black phalluses Timmy...it's okay this is a safe space.
Can you explain therapy to me? I have prejudices and see it a degraded and perverted Christian confession but deprived of sin and without absolution so you will never heal (?)
>>40129828
How does that make you feel?
>go outside to touch grass
>70 gorillion trannies fags and fatfucks all waving gay signs and smells like piss
Never again.
>>507255747
listen anon.
the reason some of you despise internet influencer work and call it grifting is because it makes you aware of your own either lack of talent or maybe unrealized talent but the bottom line is you feel shame for being less popular, having achieved less in your life financially and generally having a lower sexual market value which then turns into senseless anger directed at the successful achiever as a form of denial and coping mechanism by convincing yourself the successful person is somehow bad or a homosexual to elevate your own sexuality above him