>>82764576
>does acting like you care make you actually care eventually?
i think it does. fake it till you make type of deal i guess.
>corrupts things to some degree
it definitely does. wherever there's money corruption follows. money makes humans do things they would never do. i hate money. i wish we went back to trading chickens or something. though that's not possible either. i think my hate for money is also a reason why i dont have much motivation to do much in life. i dont even care about getting rich.
>why bother with something when it has almost no chances of success
because if it does succeed it'll feel great, and if not then it doesnt matter. besides trying is better than doing nothing at all. the worst thing you can do is not fail, but not even try
>trying and failing really hurts
that's all there is to life anon, the sooner you accept it and get used to it, the better it is.
>but I still can't bring myself to care
honestly have never seen a case like yours anon. what did your therapists told you about it? what could've caused you to start feeling the way you do towards your parents? im really curious honestly. it's okay if you'd rather not say though.
>wish I got into those at some point
ehhh they're just made to make people angry so you haven't missed out on much...
>and stuff?
yes. they also tend to break easily. and i like to have a desktop because i like to see the fans in it spin
>>82764729
you too anon heres a hug for you
*hug

>>82411173
well that sucks. you sure nothing is broken? also eating more painkiller won't make it kill more pain, it might just kill you instead! perhaps that's what you want. yeah i don't blame you honestly. still don't do that
>>82411214
i see, i don't wanna pry so i'm not gonna ask you what happened unless you want to share it yourself. still, you should be proud of yourself that you managed to all of that despite being very distressed.
>I'm just mad I let it happen
no reason to be angry anon, shit happens and it's fine. just gotta get through it all.
>stuck
do you mean like, physically stuck in the state you drove at or more mentally stuck?
>>82411233
>They just choose to not think
perhaps for them letting things happen is easier than fighting for what they actually want or need
>I wish knew how to stop taking the internet serious
oh it's easy anon, everytime you get angry just think of that image with people holding a glass of wine, caption with "i dont fucking care". it's really that easy. not but really, just keep in mind nothing you say online (and sometimes irl too) matters so there's literally no point in arguing. think of all the things you could be doing instead
>I don't remember seeing a lot of them
me neither desu, they're pretty rare here. i think only americans have so many of those...
>I think its trying to tell me something.
to get off your pc and go to sleep? or maybe that they just find your mouse very comfortable! honestly it's impressive how cats sleep on basically any surface...