>>82482266
i think fevers can be comfy if they're not too bad honestly. im glad you can feel some serenity in these very tumultuous times anon. are you sure there's nothing you like about yourself? try to think about it
>>82482284
>move to Germany
that's a good choice. i'd like to go there too or perhaps switzerland. hope everything goes well for you
>I didn't drink much before
yeah same. i think i've always had basically one beer every few months when like you said existing sober is unbearable, but lately, it's becoming unbearable a lot more often. and so are the times when i drink. i try to keep myself away from liquor and stuff like that though.
>but I lack charisma and self-confidence
those can come with practice. so if you keep exposing yourself to situations where you need them, they'll start to grow
>I want to make the world better
that's not banal, it's a great goal to have. more people should have it. i too want to make it a better place but in a much smaller scale, i just want to be nice to everyone to balance out all the suffering in this world. would you be researching a way to work with eugenics and stuff?
>what are your ambitions, nonny?
i've always lacked ambition, i don't really know. the entire time i've been alive the only thing i've truly wanted was to be loved, and happy. material possessions, careers, achievements, they've never interested me enough. dreams? i'd like to see a clear night sky with all the stars and galaxies in it at least once in my life.
>How do you deal with life?
i just rawdog it for the most part... though like i said before when it's too much i drink some beer. never too much though cause i hate the taste. i don't like the smell of smoke personally. gives me headaches.
>>82482396
>being called a robot and alien my whole life
im sorry to hear that anon, don't dwell on those things too much. it does no good. it's nice that you're comfortable with your height though! it's good to be confident. hope you have a nice day too anon
