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>die birthing my child
You will never be a woman.
Also, birthing your child at 40?
You'd be INCREDIBLY lucky if you survived your first child at 14-18 years of age.
Infant mortality alone was incredibly low and mothers often died at birth.
Even in medieval times women usually had their first child in their early 20's.
Around 55% of children died before the age of of 2 and about 1/100 mothers died during their first birth.
You would have had a greater chance of winning the lottery today than being a 40yo mom back then.