>>216387162
It may be that this escort experience has put you into in an extended state of mania. I'm not joking lad, I've had a similar thing happen due to experiences with women.

It's like there's a sudden mental collapse of sorts where you've spent years and years hidden away alone doing nothing, then this experience with a woman brings you back to reality instantly like a shock of cold water. All of a sudden your brain is aware that there's this whole world out there (with women in it) and you feel like you need to get your act together all in one go because you know you've been wasting loads of time.

What I would suggest rather than biting your mum's head off is to really drill down into what practical steps you can take to unfuck your life and in what order they need doing. It can feel overwhelming feeling like you need to fix everything right now so as to become 'normal' overnight and begin your real life as a blossoming woman-interacter and sex-haver. But you can't do it all at once.

You will need to spend time hunkered down in your mum's gaff while you get to work on your list of progressable tasks e.g getting a driver's licence, getting a part time job, getting a slightly better job, moving out etc.

NB: In the short term, if it turns out this IS a period of actual mania you're in right now you need to be very vigiliant for when it wears off as there's a real chance you may try to kill yourself during that lull.

>>212663353
I think you'll find it's all within the letter of the law