>Keep seeing my OC and threads "Stolen" from here and poosted on twitter
>Loads of them "go viral"

>Talked to my Grandad for hours on end right before he died
>Would just "lore dump" on me shit about his life I never knew about
>Turned out my grandmother was his 3rd wife and his first died but then his 2nd was legitimately insane
>When he married his second wife he had 2 kids and she had 2
>Eventually his 2nd wife had some massive mental breakdown and went insane (like asylum level insane)
>Became so insane he divorced her and in the divorce HER kids asked him to adopt them
>She died in a mental hospital a decade or so later

Probably the only time I can see raising another persons kids as alright

i've been back-and-forth on transitioning since around last summer. there's always been something keeping me from pulling the trigger; i went to a therapist and it helped me repress more healthily, but the thoughts never really went away. right now i'm worried about being able to have kids in the future; does E permanently sterilize you or will i have some leeway? i feel like it's a duty to my parents and family, i don't want to let them down