>>214675046
If I can give you a trick on how to witness some traumatic shit, body-wise, and not really react to it is just to kind of dissociate or disconnect mentally from your body and say "Oh damn, lol, I got a bad bruise haha better treat it so I don't die". Trying to avoid panicking, mostly. (Also, if you see bright red blood you're gonna be fine, the issue is if you see very dark red blood coming out of a wound.)
I once fell on top of a plug and it got stuck to my knee, and I just gently pulled it out, closed the wound so I wouldn't bleed, and then cleaned the metal rods of the plug.
Shit was fun, kek.

If I wanna get into magic what are the first tools to buy other than books? I mean like candles, cards, crystals etc.