>be full time cabinet delivery person >cant afford to move out of abusive home >also be 5'2 ugly lifelong gamer, eventually gave up on women cuz well ^ >friend at party gets kinda gay "your rlly pretty" "you kinda look like a girl"i brush it off >different friend that held group together moves away >get very sick >lose job >get better >been replaced >can't get new job >time pass encounter friend that got a Lil gay >his life is going great he had a fucking tesla at 22 >My life was in the shitter >he starts inviting me over to drink >I agree I'm getting free drinks and my friend back >it's just chill and we start doing it every Friday and yeah tldr I became his tranny "gf" >I've been waking up for the past month realizing I'll never be a parent ill probably never even get to adopt because people see me as this other entity freak as soon as they know I'm a tranny >one day my bf will wake up and realize the same thing >we agreed no kids a while ago but I'm scared things will change
Should have just moved out gone into debt until I got a raise moved up I the company in my 20s get a wife I don't like in my 30s and have a family but i was so scared of debt. Ended Up going into it anyway and my bf paid it off for me whe we i moved in. Now I don't have testicles and will never be a parent. Not that it matters my I see my bf as a God and would need his approval at this point anyway. Btw it's gay I don't pass and I won't be proving it.
