>>537991721
>there was something disturbing about how he wants to get killed and won't do it himself.
He is the precious Jade of the Xianren. Death was never an option for him
He only seemed defenceless when his siblings attacked him, the Xianren have always been protecting him. Not directly though, of course- Jia Mu likely ensured a few Heishou was always with Jia Baoyu in the shadows during his time in Dongyuan (which he himself alludes to when 'Jia Huan' confronts him on his sibling's death)
Meaning he would have absolutely not been allowed to take his life out by himself either