>>509184934
I'm not worried about withdrawal symptoms. I'm worried about the boredom. Can't even switch to caffeine and play League all hyperactive because caffeine doesn't even work on me. I drink coffee only a few times a year and it doesn't do shit, even if I drink lots of it.
And I don't have a caffeine tolerance, I don't drink soda or anything like that either.
Being sober is fucking stupid. I mean it's good sometimes.
But at the same time I don't like losing control, weirdly enough, I can remain in control under the influence of alcohol, but weed actually gives me insane anxiety, so I don't smoke it.
I'll admit I have an addictive personality, but I wouldn't say I'm a full blown alcohol addict. And I'm not even a super happy drunk, it just sends me into the feels and reveals my true self, everything becomes fluid and smooth for once
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