1 year 3 months on hormones and now there's a bump in my scrotum. At least I might get an orichi without my parents suspecting anything (if it really is a tumor). Has anyone else here gone through similar circumstances and can hopefully calm my nerves?

I hate you so fucking much
im on stimulants rn
I wish you could feel my pain
What you did was wrong i hope karma comes from you and youre miserable like you made me
enjoy your fun for now but who will be there for you at 3am when your mind is running

I wish i had a bigger gock so i could have impressive transbian sex with other trans women

>>81768380
do you really care about any of the shit you've been writing daily novels about or are you just lonely

How do I get a 4chan bf?

Fugly foid recently turned tolerably attractive. Long ago, I accepted I would be alone forever. Not because of muh self pity but because it's what I genuinely enjoy. But it kicked in... a slight curiosity of what it feels like to be near the opposite sex. To be held and to be desired. Downloaded normie dating app and got to work.

Matched with a wonderful person. Spoke all day, every day over text and on the phone and finally had our first date yesterday. After spending a dream-like day on the beach, he took me to his condo where he insisted I blow him. With an uncomfortable demeanor, my rejection was obvious. In the end, all he wanted was a quick hook up.

I really liked him...

So why go through all that trouble? Why butter me up for so long and so intricately? Was I supposed to be a whore? Did I fuck up with a wonderful person because I didn't want to suck his dick on the first date? Is this what happens on dates? Is this how it's always gonna be? Am I retarded?