I started a previous thread about being a mentalcel and self-improving in various aspects in life, most importantly looks and wealth, and going with getting a loser girlfriend. The future goal with this loser girlfriend would be to reproduce with her and have her stay loyal / married to you for at least enough years for all the kids you would have with her to reach adulthood. I mentioned to make sure she's not too crazy or antisocial / dangerous or unintelligent or mentally incompatible with you. The idea would be to find a loser girl, like a druggie, who is essentially poor and stuck in life, essentially a broken girl, and rescue her from that life and essentially fix her up to an acceptable level. She would theoretically become very attached to you through this process and be impressed with your level of success and hopefully good looks as well.

There's a major problem with this. Imagine marrying a woman and thinking to yourself "She's such a trashy girl. She's unintelligent, uneducated, unskilled, and lacking any sophistication." Fucking hell. Brutal for you to come to the conclusion that such a woman is the best you could get. Women unintentionally create this situation themselves with hypergamy, but if you marry such a woman, you will have these thoughts at the back of your head. Ideally, she would be your equal, but getting your equal or better would purely be up to luck and statistically unlikely. You would probably be waiting forever and never end up marrying and reproducing, especially if it took you until 30 to self improve to a decent point and learn to live with your mental illness.

There's also the issue of self-esteem. You might just be going with a low SMV girl because you've got low self-esteem, even if you can accurately gauge yourself as being high SMV. Some people are just programmed to have lower self-esteem with the same level of success, good looks, and status. If a high SMV woman goes for you, there is a chance she has low self-esteem herself, or she's just crazy. High SMV women going with low SMV men happens, even though it's rare, and it perplexes me whenever I occasionally see it. "Why is this 6 or 7/10 woman with this 2 or 3/10 low-income loser?" I actually saw this the other day. The dude was a fat nigger, and I fully doubt he had any money. He was maybe 6'2 (I'm 5'11.), but I find it hard to believe this would make up for being a 3/10. (Likely 2/10 due to being a nigger and having an ugly nigger face.)

>>81766297
Anon, women dont get with ugly niggas for their face

>>81766448
He was fat, and even though he was at the gym, he was also weak. There's no way he has any money. The only thing going for him was his height, but when everything else is shit, this shouldn't make a difference.

I find it hard to believe she would be hanging out with him for his dick. I've heard this meme before that the women find out who has the biggest dick and all hang out with him. If you're ugly and low SMV, you shouldn't be getting any bitches in the first place.

As a 6 to 7/10 white woman, she could theoretically get a top-tier black guy. I think there's something wrong with her. That nigger possibly got really lucky and coincidentally charmed her in some stupid way, and she got a very emotional over this and developed more attachment to him that she would've if she were a normal woman.

>>81766448
>>81766555
I want to understand more of this phenomenon, though. I live in a town house next door (We don't share the same entrance area.) to a coalburning woman who actually reproduced with the nigger. She's probably a 5/10 for her age, and the nigger is likely a 4/10, but he's a nigger, so possibly technically a 2/10 overall. He's likely 5'8 or 5'9, he's skinny, and he has an ugly face.

Regardless of whether the male is a nigger or not, how come we can occasionally see low SMV men with higher SMV women?

>>81766294 (OP)
I don't care about any of this if she has a high sex drive and is a genuine good person. Thats all I want in a wife

>>81767008
>low SMV men with higher SMV women?
Women are prettier than men on average for every chad there's 1000 stacies they can't all have chad

>>81767069
>Women are prettier than men on average
Men go bald, but men have longer eyelashes and thicker eyebrows, which are attractive to both sexes, and women get wrinkles earlier. I see plenty of attractive young men. You could pretty evenly pair every chad with every stacy with only a few left over. I actually wouldn't be surprised if there are some chads left over, as there are around 110 men born for every 100 women. Although, you could say chad has to put some work into being attractive, like seriously lifting, dieting, and generally doing things to improve and maintain his health, while stacy pretty much just has to make sure she doesn't get fat and not present herself as a slob in public, so there may be more stacies than chads after all.

>>81767069
>>81767143
>Women are prettier than men on average
Although, I still agree. I don't know why or where this comes from, but this is what I perceive intuitively. I have a hands and feet fetish, and men's hands and feet look nasty in comparison, with exception to a few cute femboys.

>>81767069
>>81767143
>>81767223
Also, men have better lubricated skin, so they don't have to put on any facial creams or anything. Men's skin quality is generally better, and that includes getting wrinkles a few years later.

>>81767069
>>81767143 (You)
>>81767223 (You)
Also, men have better lubricated skin, so they don't have to put on any facial creams or anything. Men's skin quality is generally better, and that includes getting wrinkles a few years later. Although, women's skin is typically softer.

>>81767069
>>81767143
>>81767223
Also, men have better lubricated skin, so they don't have to put on any facial creams or anything. Men's skin quality is generally better, and that includes getting wrinkles a few years later. Although, women's skin is typically softer.

I want to talk to frens.

I'm lonely. Someone post in this thread.

>>81768380
do you really care about any of the shit you've been writing daily novels about or are you just lonely

>>81768513
Both.

I'm pretty frustrated that I turned 25 last month, and that I'm virtually a virgin. I've had several women interested in me over the years, but I never actually got to the point of sex. I was very fortunate three months after turning 15 when a 24-year-old woman got a bit intimate with me and we made out. I discovered her on the sex offender registry around the beginning of 2024 after getting the idea to look her up after watching some Chris Hansen videos. I've had a few girls show interest in me since then, including one instance where a woman approached me at the gym a couple months ago, and I was too stupid to get her number. She came up with some silly excuse to come to talk to me, like I was going to hurt my back when using a machine that doesn't even involve any back movement.

Covid did a lot of damage to me, and I even became a bad alcoholic during that period, but it was largely to do with losing my ambien prescription from my doctor, and I had no idea how dark net markets worked until early 2024. March was the first time I used cocaine. I've only done it twice. I've been sober for a year now, but I was an alcoholic for around 2.5 years. I stopped going to the gym in March 2020 and started again in January 2024. I was pretty much a hermit in my room this entire time.

I've had insomnia caused by OCD since middle school, getting worse in adulthood, but having improved in the past year and a half. This prevents me from being able to maintain any job on a schedule, so I can't work any A time to B time job. I have been receiving NEETbucks since I was 21, though. I get a bit less than $1000 a month now, and I live with my dad. My dad got a new job less than a couple years ago, and I've been volunteering to help him out every now and then, so this is a bit of a job, and I have been socializing with people there, but as of the past few months, I've rarely ever been going for a few reasons.

Do you have a discord? Mine is maxim20007878.

>>81768687
you're way better off than me, so i wouldn't really have anything to say, thread's bumped so somebody else will probably add you

As if you yourself have any skills or sophistication lol.
People objectively, scientifically end up pairing up with people in same social and intelligence brackets. On those two things most relationships are equal. If you can only get mental trash, you are trash. Hypergous whores get no one because a partner too much above won't stay, and she doesn't want equal. But that's her problem. If you look for actual relationships and marriage it matters a lot. No one really wants to feel inferior with someone who they are supposed to be vulnarble with and entrust their lives to.
Sorry.

>>81768819
>People objectively, scientifically end up pairing up with people in same social and intelligence brackets.
I was born into a poor family, but my dad is pretty damn intelligent and sophisticated. He makes quite a bit more now than he used to. I believe I'm pretty intelligent, but OCD has fucked me up pretty bad. People with OCD, whether male or female, tend to lose their virginity at an older age and have less sexual success.

I'm 25 now, but had I not had any OCD, like likely would've begun working in IT at 18. I eagerly studied up pretty hard for various CompTIA certificates and even dabbled into some Cisco certificates. I was pretty hopeful for the future back then and very ambitious and excited to learn, and I had already developed quite a bit of knowledge going back to middle school when I would do DIY projects with computers, including building computers, fixing hardware, and fixing software, so on and so forth. It didn't take very long for it to dawn on me that due to my insomnia caused by OCD, but I'm fucked when it comes to getting almost any job. Those certificates (the exams to get them) would've costed over a $1000 for my dad, and I decided not to make him pay for something I wouldn't have been able to get any use out of.

I seriously plan on going back to university this year to study mechanical engineering, as I've learned quite a bit of STEM related stuff during COVID, including self teaching myself math up to calc 2, and I love doing technical projects. From asking around, it looks like there are some jobs that would work for me. They would essentially require you to work a certain number of hours on site, but you could also work a lot of hours from home. I don't really care about working from home. The thing that is valuable to me with my insomnia caused by OCD is not having to work on a schedule, so being able to show up to work and leave work any time. I believe this is my best bet for a future. My boomer dad is getting old.

>>81768775
Thank you so much, anon. I'm so lonely.

i pray to christ on high no woman is unfortunate enough to be tricked by you freaks and have to endure your company, you people are the most vain hateful and dehumanizing filth and you deserve every second of the misery you feel