>>719203125
It's depression, you're depressed, OP. What I do is get all of my work and responsibilities done as early as I can, then for the last few hours of the day I try to make the environment I'm in as comfortable as possible, the clothes I like to weak, my bed, the lights that look the best for me, in my personal case it's weaker and warmer ambient lights, and I just play some retro video games, it's easier to get into for me because they're often shorter and more self contained, makes them less overwhelming and a lot more manageable for me. I also like to save some time to post here while having a snack and a nice drink, it makes me happy.

Focus on what's good, what you like, turn it into a ritual you can't skip, and cherish it.

>>11978025
I'm not sure, passion I suppose, it took effort.
Whatever it was, I'm very grateful for it, it was great growing up with them.

>>11945256
>How big is your backlog?
I don't keep one.

>How many games have you finished this year?
About 50 if you count replays.

>Do you replay games?
I do, it's good to relax, when you already know how to get around a title and play for comfort.

>What are you currently playing?
Nothing much at the moment.

>>11935280
>...if you weren't around back then.
I was around though.

>...you'll never relive your youth and the good times will never come back.
I don't want to relive my youth, I just want to play video games.