>>82305002
So... you have a relationship with him? Or at least a friendship? Then you should be talking every day, involve yourself in his life and hobbies.
>im fast approaching my 20s
You are so young... wasting some time, even years, is part of human life. Very few people have a straight road ahead all the time.
>if we had forests near me id love to walk in them
Are you american living in a suburban hell in some desert? If so, I pity you. I live in Poland and nature is everywhere, just a few minutes walk and you're in a forest where noone sees or hears you and you can chill out. Most crime happen in the cities, between people who know each other. The likelihood of you getting killed in a forest is unbelievably small. And if you do... then that solves your depression, right? Forests are exctiting, I'm much more anxious in the cities. Also there are fields and meadows and you can walk around those. Also, you can cycle, then few things or people can catch you.
>are you doing better now yourself, anon?
I think so, I basically force myself out of my shelf, I got a car from my mum and now I'm taking a course to become a construction worker and operate some machinery so hopefully I can get the car working and money to buy a cat and other silly little things. I'm 25 lvl but my life is basicalyl stunted by 8 years. EH, who cares. everyone has their own path.