>>33361116
>I'm definitely neither gay nor autistic. I'm asexual. The confusion lies in my attraction to a select few male traits, but actually imagining having sex with men is disgusting. I'm not in denial of anything. And I have a therapist, but I cannot tell her about something like this.
Holy fuck this is a gay-denial sentence man. Just share this with your therapist. Who knows, it might even give you a chance at happiness