>>82151527
i think feeling empty is nice sometimes. dont be hard on yourself for feeling like this! it's not gonna last forever and once it's gone you can start making progress againon whatever it is you're doing.
>>82151530
well i guess that's fair. i'd tell you to not give up on pure wholesome love but i'm a bit skeptic myself. best of luck to you anon
>>82151612
hello! thank you!
>It'll sort itself out but is uncomfortable.
ow that does seem rather annoying to deal with. hope you feel better soon! i've heard that doing movements like running in place helps with, yknow, that.
>Burning-Man in the usa
i've never heard of that before. what is it?
>defcon
that sounds cool as hell. are you a hacker too anon?

>>82056296
>but he wasnt worth it then
i guess thats how i like to cope when it happens
>what do you chat about, do you enjoy it?
life, what vidya we like, what we're doing, how we feel stuff like that. he's been nice so far so sure i enjoy it
>youre right im not being rude im just protecting myself!
hm hm! you have all the rights to block mean people anon.
>if playing with you before helps or makes me even more nervous
heheh i understand, its okay. feel free to ask whenever though! hope everything goes well tomrrow. ah also, what champs do you play?
>i never understood why people rush relationships like that...
i think, it's because everyone is terrified of being left alone. and when they find someone they like, their brain goes "holy shit a person that isn't insufferable we must do everything we can to keep them close for as long as possible!!" and so they try to get close to you asap. in a way it's how i feel too, for me meeting someone that i can truly relate to and that i feel like understands me is like finding a diamond on the sidewalk. but they're not a diamond, they're just another person like me and they need to be treated as such. not as some incredibly rare object.
>>82056506
>U gotta have a bit moar patience.
never had much of that i fear
>It's a hard feeling 2 overcome.
i know, it sucks. i dont know why im so fixated on hating everything i do. i wish i could see what others see in me.
>sometimes, things just don't work out
feels more like its happening all the time...
>A little delusion goes a long way.
i know, but it has never worked for me. it's honestly so hard to delude myself into thinking things. reality is like a blinding light that can never be covered fully no matter how many blankets i put on it
>>82056615
>To be fair, I never believed we could be frens...
i guess i should've picked up the hint