Im just tired bros

To clarify I am not fagging it out.

>be me
>I've been hurt during breakups
>frequent mental damage, mental gymnastics with ex
>at some point just realized we aren't made for each other
>despite everything I still tried to resolve all this
>we finally broke up, for the first time in months I stopped having a bad gut feeling
>one time I've been in a relationship that felt like it couldn't get better
>have to separate because we didn't want to leave our families and were both from two different countries
>left me in a hole for months after separation
>ffw
>I am feeling better, sometimes still thinking about the last girl I had a situationship with
>my confidence has skyrocketed regarding girls. I feel like I'm worthy because girls who seem out of my league give me attention
>have a thing for brunettes, not giving just anyone a chance
>seemingly know how to talk to them, not as afraid to approach as long as I have the right opener and I get comfortable enough, girls smile back etc.
>as I'm about to do any of these things such as approaching I get suddenly hit with "do I really want this"
>end up not doing anything because I feel like I'm putting myself in a shit situation again that will last at least a year and then months of recovery

And here's my question, does it ever go away? I feel like every relationship will be just a waste of time with a lot of pain on the way. I have been mistreated in the past and pretty fucked up from past experiences, it's like I have learned about the mistake I've made, and that mistake was having a relationship in the first place. I sometimes wish I could have someone but other times being on my own feels better than having to make sure the "better half" is feeling good.

>>720356046
>loving
>incel
Couldn't have been worse.
>>720360183
You and me both buddy

>>212921138
This is a crime against humanity
The fact that the russian population dropped peacefully without the most painful torturous brutal death being inflicted on these slavic tataroid cockroaches is unforgivable

would you prefer 100 tourist or 100 african refugees in your country?

in my country I'd go for the 100 africans because you can rid them at some point and their country will not ask justice or explanations

would you prefer 100 tourist or 100 african refugees in your country?

in my country I'd go for the 100 africans because you can rid them at some point and their country will not ask justice or explanations

well gender
are you?