>>82413993
I relate about the relationship with your grandma, well my mom is old i mean she is 61, i have 21 she was very controlling, my dad?, well is old too he is 63, but he dont give a fuck about my existence at all, i grow up ignored, i did very well in high school, i was good, then i enter uni at 18, there my mind was incapable of coping about my future, people, love, relationships, friends, job, wife and kids, i blame my parents, they just basically just give me boomer advice, boomer taste, boomer view of the world, so i became a drug addict, started with benzos then alcohol with benzos, and finally cocaine, to be capable of having energy to get up my bed, do my uni shit, now im here, i end up in jail because one day i really became paranoid and psychotic and i was going to blow myself with a gas pipe, was there for a month, now im here I'm still a junkie, just with a more crude view of the world now.