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> Would you say you’re “happier” recently? Or are you falling off the deep end?
it's going up and down i guess. got called pretty and a girl by this guy ive been chatting with for a month or so but I know hes lying and exaggerating. sometimes i dont feel horrid about my body. other times i want to rip off my hands, have someone slam my ribcage+shoulders with hammers till i die. i still feel pathetic for not going to college this semester even though i know i wouldve killed myself there. oh well. these months have been weird. i want to die.
