>>720051924
I know but i can't do that to my mom. Then i think how pathetic it would be to end up as her stillbirth 50years later, like she dies and she drags the fetus down with her. I'd like to die on my own terms at least, at fucking least. So i'll have to live a little after she's gone. As you see there are hurdles in my way and it'll take time.
Unless i kill her. That would sure feel like claiming my own life. Ow the edge, the edge of my blade.

>>96392993
>>96393101
I've updated my build (referred to in the list as "Shirou") one more time to fix an error and add a proper writeup.

>>96371953
Tried making a build, no idea if I read everything correctly.

>Patron God: [JNPL]; Male
>Untimeskip (The Keter) (0/-2) [20/18] Ancestry/Destiny
>Outer Tide
>Mother: [JNPL] (-5/-5) [15/13]
Mandatory to not have to kill anyone.

>Father(Adoptive): "One" (-1/-1) [14/12]
The best option by far, and an ideal role model.

>Race: Muddish (+3/0) [17/12] +1 mentor slot
I am assuming I read this correctly and, since I have no race to inherit from any parents, I am free to pick one. I don't get what "you must still fit the displayed requirements" means, as I can't see any requirements for any of the individual races or race groups.

>Languages: Everman, Drakonian, Simplified Duergar, High Elven (0/-5) [14/7]
>Polyglot: +2/0 with Drakonian, +3/0 from unfulfilled mentor and companion slots due to Simplified Duergar, +1/0 from High Elven. [20/10]
>Location: Old Throne, Midoria (+1/0) [21/10]

>Inborn Gifts:
>Icon of Icons (-5/0) [16/10]
A suitable ability for a hero of justice.
>Cognitive Speed (-2/0) [14/10]; Memory Retention (-2/0) [12/10]; Intelligence (-2/0) [10/10]; Attentiveness (-2/0) [8/10]; Spiritual Feel (-2/0) [6/10]; Caster Intuition (-2/0) [4/10]; Noble Inclination (-2/0) [2/10]
I think all of these are self-explanatory. Improving my mental ability and especially Wisdom and Memory Retention will help to ensure I do not stray from the path of righteousness; Noble Inclination will allow me to inspire others and lead them to victory; Spiritual Feel and Caster intuition allow me to learn things like healing spells eventually; and Cognitive Speed, Intelligence, and Attentiveness will help with competency so that I can actually live up to my ideals.
>All-Glimpse (-5/0) [-3/10]
With almost all of the mental enhancements, this should be very useful. Lacking the need to sleep especially with double the amount of time I have to improve the world, and the amount of time I can spend with "One".

>>149514163
It must be a Kryptonian expression. A literal translation often feel awkward