>>150832802
>it’s a way for people to gauge other’s reactions
this is kindof what I'm aluding to, it's kindof like how people project masculinity by having a beard and mentioning that they drink whiskey at every chance they get, it comes off as kindof desperate and gay.
but in this moment I reflect on myself and realize maybe I am such a fucking schizoid that the slightest amount of mind-games has me throwing my guard up.