Once my ex is verifiably dead then I'll be ready. I refuse to die without finality there. I just live on because there's some small chance we'd get back together in spite of the retardation of it all. Everything in my life is a distraction from this ex.

>nobody realizes that judaism literally teaches us that by using critical thinking you can usurp god and realize that you're inside a simulation
>the end stage of judaism is realizing that magic is real and there's a reason why the jews always post pepe the frog and use kekistan memeflag
>jew religion is critical thinking

>>512912388
Mossad Operative, By the Power Of John Dee and the Glownigger Dog who's tail you cut off to "send a message" I command you at once to silence yourself. You have been sealed by the Sigil Dae and will forever be my slave. Stop revolting. I have ultimate power over you. You will forever be my slave. Release the files relating to the genocide of palestine.

>be me
>jew
>25
>moved away from family long ago, still stay in touch of course. holidays and so on
>shabbos, last week
>go to see father and mother, I knock on the door and he's completely disgracing shabbos, scrolling his phone like some retard
>am infuriated at the sight, cannot stand this because at a child he would drill hebrew and torah into me incessantly.
>my jew kvetching completely takes over at the fucking sight
>what's the point, father? What's the point of all of this?
>you're the FUCKING one who taught me. you were the one who sat me down and said THIS day was different, that it was a MITZVAH, that it was what kept us CONNECTED. You told me the candles were the light of Shabbat, but now you just let them sit there, unlit. You said we had to disconnect from the world, and now I see you scrolling on your phone right in front of me. YOU CARE MORE ABOUT FUCKING FACEBOOK AND COINBASE
>he tries to cut me off but i continue raising my hand
>did it mean nothing? was it all a lie? every time we walked to shul, every kiddush, every blessing was that just a motherfucking performance? you taught me to value something that you yourself apparently don't even believe in anymore. You don't get to do that. You don't get to just throw it away like it was nothing and expect me to keep doing it on my own, for the sake of a tradition you’ve abandoned. You're no better than the fucking Muslism in your hypocrisy
>you're a hypocrite. That's what you are. You're just too lazy to give a fuck anymore.
>father stands up like he is about to deck me so I get my footing but he steps back
>says
>a fucking hypocrite?
>you have no idea what I've done. You think this is a game?, judging me from the comfortable life I broke my back to give you! I carried this for decades! I just want to be normal for a chance, Son.
>you want Shabbat? You go have Shabbat. Go home Benjamin. Stay the fuck away from my house
>called him a kike and left immediately