>>82108882
Will do. I doubt I'll see him at mine for a good bit, I can forgive him, he's got a lot of work to do to get my trust back. I was just thinking now, its not just that he took important things to me, its also the amount of things/those important things.
Hopefully it will spur him on to get his life sorted, but i suspect he'll have been back at it (cracklife/junkie mode the day after, as I've done it with smack and done the type of thing he did to me, and worse) the day after.
I won't get my stuff back, seen an og playstation in cex (online, won't be mine yet I don't think) and all their stuff comes with a 5 year warranty so might get that (comes with controller and hopefully all leads) and get tenchu as well.
This is all mad, and experiencing karma first hand. Had a mental 12 months, and its proper weird to say, but I feel blessed in some way, interacting with life, its negative sure, but it goes both ways, I act more positively more positive stuff will happen. I truly believe in karma and there's something out there that's even more powerful. Life, the divine, the universe, whatever/I don't know. I've not said or thought " I love life" as much I have over the last 12 months, in 40+ years. Mental isn't it.