>>5968809
>no one would ever know that my life is a large void
I get it. I graduated uni this May and have barely felt anything since then. I am not being metaphorical; I have had total brainfog where I can feel (more specifically, not feel) large parts of my brain, meaning I have trouble concentrating, struggle to visualize, and sometimes slur my words.
I shall pray that your life improves, for you have been through hell, friend.